Tragedy or Comedy

Living together is not only a sin -- it complicates matters. Once the truth of betrayal sets in, the process begins. We may not be married -- but certain expectations certainly do exist. I cannot see things the way I used to -- EVERYTHING has changed now -- I do not adore him anymore! The pain has been so deep that I feel like I'm drowning. He doesn't even have a clue -- he's too chicken shit to ask me how I'm feeling. Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or to cry...