Tragedy or Comedy

Living together is not only a sin -- it complicates matters. Once the truth of betrayal sets in, the process begins. We may not be married -- but certain expectations certainly do exist. I cannot see things the way I used to -- EVERYTHING has changed now -- I do not adore him anymore! The pain has been so deep that I feel like I'm drowning. He doesn't even have a clue -- he's too chicken shit to ask me how I'm feeling. Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or to cry...

Looking back

I had been dating him since March 2002. We met at work, I was receptionist at the front desk, he in program management. I would say that we both fell pretty hard for eachother -- but we took it slow nonetheless. He was a true gentleman in most every way that I could imagine. He seemed like a very well-rounded individual with a lot on his agenda -- which was good for me, as I too, was also a single-parent. I could say so many wonderful things about the way he made me feel back then...oh, how I wish we could go back...

It's Been A Year Now

Yes, I'll admit, it will definitely take some time to get over this one. I can't believe it has been a year since I was onto what was about to be a nearly all-consuming pursuit of finding out the truth about his deceit. I was somehow convinced that the worst could not be possible, but unbeknownst(is that a word?) to me, I was about to journey down a path full of secrets and lies, so mind boggling that I was completely dumbfounded as the truth eventually surfaced.